AUGH.
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Team Fortress 2 is so addicting and fun!
Even though this is my first time playing, all players were nice because they didn't say anything about me messing up.
<3 AUGGGHHHH.
Oh and the only characters I could play easily were the Scout, Medic, Soldier and Pyro.
-cries of happiness-
---

*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist -- Cancelled. (For now)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories --Cancelled. (For now)
* Winry Rockbell (Casual Clothing), FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- planned.
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Oz , Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Will of the Abyss, Pandora Hearts --- In progress. (Going to order wig this Christmas but Im going to sew the cosplay on my own.)

*Kaname?, Vampire Knight -- Planned.

* England, Hetalia Powers --- Planned.
* Maka Albarn, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Death The Kid, Soul Eater --- Planned.

*Medusa, Soul Eater --- Planned.
*Jadeis De Luca Antonelli, O.C. of mine --- In progress of being in progress. :D (Going to buy ears and tail at FanimeCon)
*The Scout (Red or BLU), Team Fortress 2 -- In progress. (Might as well do it this year since my friend wanted me to.)
* Gaz, Invader Zim -- Inspired. Planning

Finally got my own room at my dad's house. <3
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HELL YEAH.
My big brother Chris got kicked out of the house so I got my own room now~
Most of my stuff are already moved in but I seriously need new furniture. -sigh- My dad is so cheap that he couldn't even buy me
new huge rugs or curtains at stores.
I mean.. the room has some crap that have dust on it and maybe a thousand years old, especially the computer desk. It has writings all over it.
It sickens me. -___-
For now, Im looking for cheap rugs and curtains and yada yada yada.
I actually don't have much to explain.
Sorry.
Thats how I suck. :I
OH! I am excited because my mom and I have been talking to each other about buying fabric and learning how to use the sewing machine. That way I can get everything planned out for FanimeCon 2011 and sew everything. I know It'll take a long while but Im going to have a new hobby! YES. <3

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*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist -- In progress. (Brotherhood Version. ) (Going to make the automail arm this summer.)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories -- In progress. (Need to buy dress and make shoes.)
* Winry Rockbell (Casual Clothing), FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- planned.
* Mad Hatter, Random Cosplay -- Cancelled. (for now)
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Oz , Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Will of the Abyss, Pandora Hearts --- In progress. (Going to order wig this Christmas.)

*Kaname?, Vampire Knight -- Planned.

* England, Hetalia Powers --- Planned.
* Maka Albarn, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Death The Kid, Soul Eater --- Planned.

*Medusa, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Raimei, Nabari No Ou --- Completed.
*Jadeis De Luca Antonelli, O.C. of mine --- In progress of being in progress. :D
*The Scout (Red or BLU), Team Fortress 2 -- Suggested by a friend. Planning? (I would probably plan it in a couple of years or so, not sure.)
* Gaz, Invader Zim -- Inspired. Planning?

Summer?
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My summer, so far.. is boring. :c
but right now Im in Indiana to stay with my grandma for nine days.
the trip is actually fun but the main highlight was Las Vegas..
especially the blue man group.
oh my fucking god.
if you haven't seem them in live yet..
YOU HAVE TO.
LIKE NOW.
I have too much to explain but I fucking loved the live performance and their music!!
Dx
that is all for now.

---
*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist -- In progress. (Brotherhood Version. ) (Going to make the automail arm this summer.)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories -- In progress. (Need to buy dress and make shoes.)
* Winry Rockbell (Casual Clothing), FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- planned.
* Mad Hatter, Random Cosplay -- In progress.
*Meiko or Miku Hatsune (Alice Human Sacrifice) , Vocaloid -- Cancelled. (for now.)
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Oz , Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Will of the Abyss, Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Miku Zatsune (Evil Twin of Hatsune) , Vocaloid -- Cancelled.
* Youji , Loveless -- Cancelled.
*Kaname?, Vampire Knight -- Planned.

* England, Hetalia Powers --- Planned.
* Maka Albarn, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Death The Kid, Soul Eater --- Planned.

*Medusa, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Raimei, Nabari No Ou --- Completed.
*Jadeis De Luca Antonelli, O.C. of mine --- In progress of being in progress. 8D


FanimeCon 2010.
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neko_sensai


Let me just say that this year was so much better than last year.
You know why?
Remembering the good days of first year was a reminder of the excitement.
  And it was my second time going over there
with
yukiko_no_niwa ,
sweetcheshire,
and my sister.
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FIRST DAY;

My sister, sweetcheshire and I cosplayed Nabari No Ou.
Surprisingly, sweetcheshire (victoria) was the most famous one.
Since she got millions of hugs from people.
but luckily I wasn't glomped by many people just like her.
Even though Nabari wasnt popular yet, I was rather surprised.
---
Plus, I got my friends presents and gifts in which now all of my money
is gone.
T__T;;
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SECOND/ THIRD DAY;
Oh my fucking god.
x_________________________x;;
Kuroshitsuji was the biggest hit.
Im not even kidding.
My sister ( Elizabeth), sweetcheshire (Sebastian) and I (Ciel in a dress)
were swarmed by cameras all around us.
Instead of being surprised, I felt sick to my stomach from being nervous.
Of course, Poor Sebby was on his knees the whole time.
</333
I felt so sorry for him! D':
Plus.
we had professional photographers asking us to take pictures.
Then that was the time I almost died from surprise.
-sigh-
x.x;;
---
However,
my depression kicked in big time as the hours passed by.
Probably because.. after making new friends with some cosplayers back at the Kuro gathering,
I have to say that I felt rather jealous.
I have no clue why.
I wouldve talked but my inner child refused to let me.
In which I just followed the group around while smiling a little and keeping quiet.
It made me feel as though Im not even interested in coming..
:/
Even the Black & White Ball that I went to wasn't very interesting.
(Because Im not a good dancer and I was rather shy, not kidding.)
---
On the third night, I just felt like crying because I was beyond tired.
Though It was my fault that I was stupid in even tagging along.
But hey, you know..
I guess I am pretty dumb for a blond...
-sad sad sad sad-
---
And of course today, I just wore a black long sleeved button up shirt,
my Ciel wig,
black mask and wings because I didnt feel like picking up the seven layered dress.
</3
(Never wearing it AGAIN. EVER. )
and my new friends, sweetcheshire, my sister and I hung out inside the Convention
center because we only had to stay there for a couple of hours.
When I got home just now,
I tried working on my project for English and nothing was working.
So I just couldnt help but cry and cry and cry.
I am suppose to be napping but I cant even keep these words behind.
I know I shouldnt be ranting but here it is.
...
I hate life.
---
I had fun over there, though.
and I'm sorry, yukiko_no_niwa,
that the Kujo cosplayer was rude to you.
No wonder you left early..
(not to say it in a mean way but I was rather curious as to why you left early.)
---
MORE TO COME LATER.
whenever I feel like talking again..
:/

---

*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist -- In progress. (Brotherhood Version. ) (Going to make the automail arm this summer.)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories -- In progress. (Need to buy dress and make shoes.)
* Winry Rockbell (Casual Clothing), FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- planned.
* Mad Hatter, Random Cosplay -- In progress.
*Meiko or Miku Hatsune (Alice Human Sacrifice) , Vocaloid -- Planned.
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Oz , Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Will of the Abyss, Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Miku Zatsune (Evil Twin of Hatsune) , Vocaloid -- Planned.
* Youji , Loveless -- Cancelled.
*Kaname?, Vampire Knight -- Planned.

* England, Hetalia Powers --- Planned.
* Maka Albarn, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Death The Kid, Soul Eater --- Planned.

*Medusa, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Raimei, Nabari No Ou --- Completed.
*Jadeis De Luca Antonelli, O.C. of mine --- In progress of being in progress. 8D

Day of Silence.
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neko_sensai

-siggghhh- Owwww.
My jaw is so numb from being quiet all day today but it was really worth it.
Today was the National Day of Silence.
My high school were selling these shirts that have the color red in order to let the teachers know that they're participating.
Though, I was the only person in my MCA (Media Communications Academy) classes to wear a red shirt.
It was so fucking stupid because some people didn't get the POINT of this commitment and tried to make the silent people talk.
One guy almost got me to laugh but I was very good at keeping my mouth shut.
-.-
But now that I'm home, I can only yawn.
And I'm still wearing the shirt. <3
So I believe that's it, I guess.
-.-
.. I seriously need to write more. </3



*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist
-- Planned. (Brotherhood Version.)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories -- In progress. (Need to buy dress and make shoes.)
*
Ciel PhantomHive (Pink Dress Version), KuroShitSuji -- Completed.
* Winry Rockbell (Casual Clothing), FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- Planned.
* Mad Hatter, Random Cosplay -- In progress.
*Meiko or Miku Hatsune (Alice Human Sacrifice) , Vocaloid -- Planned.
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Oz , Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Will of the Abyss, Pandora Hearts --- Planned.
* Miku Zatsune (Evil Twin of Hatsune) , Vocaloid -- Planned.
* Youji , Loveless -- In progress.
*Kaname?, Vampire Knight -- Planned.

* England, Hetalia Powers --- Planned.
* Maka Albarn, Soul Eater --- Planned.
* Death The Kid, Soul Eater --- Planned.

* Raimei, Nabari No Ou --- In progress. (Need to buy skirt, beanie and sneakers.)
 

GOT MY CIEL DRESS!!
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neko_sensai
YESSSSS!!
THE LONG WAIT IS OVER.
One of my main cosplays just arrived today and I tried it on.
Oh.
my.
god.
It is BEAUTIFUL.
;______;
<333
Can't wait until FanimeCon next month!!
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*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned. (Brotherhood Version.)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories -- In progress. (Need to buy dress and make shoes.)
*
Ciel PhantomHive (Pink Dress Version), KuroShitSuji -- Completed.
* Winry Rockbell (Casual Clothing), FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- Planned.
* Mad Hatter, Random Cosplay -- In progress.
* Jade, Tales of Abyss -- Cancelled.
* Haru Haru Haruko, FLCL -- Cancelled.
*Meiko or Miku Hatsune (Alice Human Sacrifice) , Vocaloid -- Planned.
* The Twins , SuperJail -- Cancelled.
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Oz , Pandora Hearts -- Planned.
* Miku Zatsune (Evil Twin of Hatsune) , Vocaloid -- Planned.

* Youji , Loveless -- In progress.
Kaname?, Vampire Knight -- Planned.


 
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Where the hell have I been?
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neko_sensai
Oh geez. How long have I been gone? Months, at least? My god.
I'm so sorry once more that I haven't gave LiveJournal some love.
so for now on, I'm going to slap myself everytime.
Anywaaaay.
How is everyone as of now?
I've been pretty decent, sometimes depressed but not that much anymore.
In which I'm sortof happy about. Cx
I still have Insomnia but overall, I'm growing out of my depression.
Mostly the problem is just stress from school but thank god I only have three more months of torture.
HOWEVER.
I cannot wait to go to FanimeCon this May! -squeeeee-

This is going to be so much fun, especially with Victoria.
So far, I got my Ciel Phantomhive wig and awaiting for the pink dress to arrive at my house.
But I'm already anxious! AUGH! >3<
I promise I'll post some pictures or something after the Con but oh my god.
I love going there, even though this is going to be my second time going.
I don't know where to stay but I'm guessing the same hotel from last year.
Oh and if you have been reading my old posts about my grandma who lives in Oregon..
Yeah. She finally died last month.
-sigh-
Which REALLY sucked like hell because my birthday was the day before the funeral.
:/
At least my birthday went alright.
Got to see that new Alice in Wonderland movie the day after it came out. <3
It was AMAZING.
Hmmmmm, what else...
-taps my chin-
-shrugs-
I guess that's it for now.
Sorry for the short journal post but I'm totally braindead and need food.
Buh-bye~<3
 
 
Cosplay updates!

*Edward Elric, FullMetal Alchemist -- In progress. (Victoria found the fucking pocketwatch! T//T)
* Namine, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories -- In progress. (Need to buy dress and make shoes.)
*
Ciel PhantomHive (Pink Dress Version), KuroShitSuji -- In progress. (Got the wig, dress ordered.)
* Winry Rockbell, FullMetal Alchemist -- Planned.
Shirley Fennette, Code Geass R2 -- Planned.
* Mad Hatter, Random Cosplay -- In progress.
* Jade, Tales of Abyss -- Suggested by a person.
* Haru Haru Haruko, FLCL -- Suggested.
*Meiko or Miku Hatsune (Alice Human Sacrifice) , Vocaloid -- Planned.
* The Twins , SuperJail -- Planned.
* Kurenai Maria/ Shizuka Hio (That mean bitch..vampire.. xD) , Vampire Knight -- Planned.
* Gilbert or Oz , Pandora Hearts -- Planned.
* Miku Zatsune (Evil Twin of Hatsune) , Vocaloid -- Planned.

* Youji , Loveless -- In progress.
Yuuki Cross, Vampire Knight -- Planned.


 
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Holy.....
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neko_sensai


Okay. Now this was the scariest day of my Sophomore Year.
Cynthia, I'm telling the full story right now and I'm sorry I didn't reply to the text.

So, I'll start off where it all happened.
I was in my 3rd period (which was Algebra) and I was doing my homework until the LockDown bell went off.
At first, we thought it was just a drill but this was serious this time.
We locked all the doors and covered the windows.
From what I heard was that 7 juvenilles invaded our campus while running away from the police.
One even had a GUN.
And this was at 11AM. Desperately, we have waited for any info on anything or what to do.
So I texted my parents and my friends about the Lockdown, especially my Auntie who is in New Orleans right now.
When the SWAT Team and lots of Police arrived 3 hours later, the SWAT Officers escorted the whole school into the Big Event Center.
And that counted 2 to 3 more hours of waiting until everything was clear to go home.
I nearly went insane because we didn't have lunch.
I desperately asked,''When are we going to get out?'' and I found out that the school was NOT DOING THEIR JOB.
They were letting go of students 1 by 1. As they found out that would take too long, they did 20 people at a time to go to the Gates.
Already, I was stressed, hungry and tired.
Around 5:45, they finally let the Sophomores go and I reunited with my parents outside of the gates of my High School.
We were even on the News!

Here's the article;
http://www.ktvu.com/news/21162622/detail.html

Very tiring but scary day. Phew!

 

Yus. DX
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neko_sensai


Remember on my previous post, I have lost my packet?
Well, I did.
And as my punishment for losing the handout,
I ran a mile, which is 4 laps around the track.
Nyeh. Didn't surprise me that much.
Oh and guess what?
I GOT ANOTHER SCHEDULE CHANGE.

It's really tiring. Now I got switched back to PE first period with SAME teacher.
But I got moved to a new Algebra class.
Now I have Ms.Tung but since she just had a baby back in June, she wont be back til maybe April.
Three months I would be seeing her before school ends for summer.
UGH.
So as of now, one of the PE couches is teaching Algebra.
And my algebra class is overcrowded.
I had to sit in someone's chair for the day, which kindof annoyed me.

Interesting thing happened though.
I had two substitute teachers today so  I got to text people (except Victoria) .
And since Ive finished my project in Media,
I texted more.
Some guys and Alex (yes, I know... e_____e; ) were playing that SAME fucking song.
The ding ding dong song. Ohmygod. I tried not to laugh.
Though the substitute didnt cared if we played music on our Macintosh computers.

Now I'm at home with no homework.
I think I should go watch more of KuroShitSuji or watch that new FMA series: BrotherHood. And practice drawing. ><;


 

This weekend started horribly.
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neko_sensai



Due to the fact I'm still sick, my sister is mad at me. Not that I don't give a damn about her, I just don't care. Kelly is selfish and thinks of herself ALL THE TIME.
She called me a ''Liar'' for the fact I went to the NEWARK DAYS Carnival just to watch her go on rides.
She thinks im lying so I can just ''stay home and go on the computer.''
What a bunch of BULLSHIT.
I even almost passed out at the fucking place, for crying out loud! I wasnt suppose to be there in the first place if Im sick!
JUST TO THINK IT WAS OKAY TO GO THERE WHILE YOURE COUGHING AND HAVING A RUNNY NOSE AND FEELING SLEEPY, Arent you having a GREAT TIME?
I didn't!
I'm so pissed and upset right now! I've been waiting for Newark Days to come and this was my chance.
BUT NOOOOO. I have to be sick on my fun day!
God...
OTL
I should get more sleep but I just woke up. Victoria is online. So Im talking to her. :/

Hopefully my mom will let me go tomorrow if I'm not too sick. :/
But I bet she won't.
Heh.



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